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<title>last candle ever lit</title>
<description>micro-fiction story i wrote</description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>there, sits a monk, in some filthy basement. not a single soul around.</p>
<p>he believes a set of ideas, now considered weird, once considered a widespread religion. yet, he’s all alone.</p>
<p>in the corner of the room there is an old box of candles. at least it was filled with them, a long time ago. but now, there’s only one left.<br />
he takes it out, lighting it and setting it on the damp floor. the fire slowly eats away at the wax.</p>
<p>he meditates, focusing on the flickering fire. an atmosphere of something important ending in the air.<br />
corpos stopped making good candles half a millenium ago, when real wax was deemed unprofitable. the only alternative are awful synthetic ones.</p>
<p>as the fire slowly goes out, so does he.</p>
<p>he’s the last one to reach enlightenment.</p>
<p>awareness was not profitable for the capital, so they made us get rid of it.</p>
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<pubDate>Thu, 02 Apr 2026 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<title>cold wind</title>
<description>a haiku about one experience i had</description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>the cold wind blowing<br />
as sleepy bees buzz around<br />
one in mountain peace</p>
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<pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2026 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<title>thought up promises</title>
<description>a poem about the mind thinking up things that aren't there</description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>thought up promises<br />
always end sad or bad<br />
they feel like lies<br />
overwhelm even a notepad</p>
<p>they taste like rust and chain<br />
choking you from inside<br />
and you can’t explain<br />
the reason your soul just died</p>
<p>someone might think<br />
that that’s just a wink<br />
but your mind<br />
already wants to bind</p>
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<pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<title>la declara de asurda</title>
<description>the manifest of the absurd</description>
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<li>nothing matters. celebrate it.</li>
<li>be weird. life’s too short for boring.</li>
<li>not knowing is fine.</li>
<li>laugh at perfection. it’s boring.</li>
<li>had fun but ‘failed’? you still won.</li>
<li>try on identities like dresses. sometimes they stick.</li>
<li>everything ends. stop worrying and live now.</li>
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<p>inspired by ‘the cult of done manifesto’</p>
<p>P.S. why is the name in Elefen? idk i wanted it to be</p>
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<pubDate>Sun, 28 Sep 2025 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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<title>How I take notes</title>
<description>and how my code influences it</description>
<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h2 id="preface">preface</h2>
<p>I always jumped between systems, so don’t be surprised if the stuff said here will become outdated in a year or two :). I take notes because i don’t trust my memory enough for most of the stuff.</p>
<h2 id="paper">paper</h2>
<p>I love having a real pen(preferably a fountain one) and writing with it. Paper has no limits, you can draw on it, make quick tables etc. Also it’s really warm. And what makes it even warmer is that I usually hand-make all of my notebooks, and I got the inspiration to do so from <a href="https://youtu.be/o4o5EvoAiqM">this youtube vid</a>. A handmade notebook not only has the exact size you want it to have but also is a good conversation starter.</p>
<p><img src="/images/my_notebook.jpg" alt="photo of a closed notebook" /></p>
<h3 id="how">how</h3>
<p>so here are the basic steps on how to make a notebook like mine!</p>
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<p>cut your paper</p>
<p>cut each A4 into 8 smaller sheets, giving 16 pages per folded signature. 64-page notebook = 4 A4s.</p>
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<p>fold your pages into two</p>
<p><img src="/images/folded_papers_notebook.jpg" alt="photo papers folded into two, forming individual pages" /></p>
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<p>sew it all together</p>
<p><img src="/images/sewn_notebook.png" alt="photo of the middle of the notebook, held together by a tied string." /></p>
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<h3 id="what-for">what for</h3>
<p>I use the paper notebooks for a daily notes, sketches and in general as having a tool to offload something from memory at all times. If I get some cool idea I pull out my notebook and write it down. Phones suck for this purpose because I might forget the idea the moment that I see that my best friend texted me.</p>
<h2 id="org-mode">org-mode</h2>
<p>Emacs… It’s a unique piece of software. It just has some weird charm to it, and I don’t know words to describe it. So I use <code>org-mode</code> together with <code>org-roam</code>. Why? Because it allows me to not only track what you usually track with your notes, but also serve as a replacement for <a href="https://vikunja.io/">Vikunja</a> that I used before. It’s a unique and very extensible text markup format. <a href="https://www.reddit.com/r/emacs/comments/9ynsvc/comment/ea34h2n/?utm_source=share&amp;utm_medium=web3x&amp;utm_name=web3xcss&amp;utm_term=1&amp;utm_content=share_button">Some have even written their PHD thesis with it</a>.</p>
<p>To have a pretty brain-map obsidian type graph I utilize the wonderful <code>org-roam-ui</code> package. It even has a 3d view!</p>
<p><img src="/images/my_note_graph.png" alt="screenshot of my org-roam-ui view, showing a graph of links between notes. it has around 20 notes." />
Yes, I know I don’t have many notes yet. But I started using the system somewhat recently and don’t really yet have a good flow with it.</p>
<h3 id="roam">roam</h3>
<p>I use roam because I used obsidian before. It’s an implementation of the zettelkasten system, where notes are cross-linked forming a graph of relations.</p>
<h3 id="agenda">agenda</h3>
<p>the following snippet fully describes my usage of org agenda. It allows me to sort my todos and tasks in just a few keystrokes, saving me a bunch of time.</p>
<pre><code>;; this basically gives me 3 views: todays schedule/habits, active tasks/books and stray todos
(setq org-agenda-custom-commands
      '(("n" "Agenda and all TODOs" ((agenda "") (alltodo "")))
        ;; sorted things that i actually need
        ("h" "Daily Rituals"
         ((agenda ""
                  ((org-agenda-span 'day) ;; only for today
                   (org-agenda-start-day "+0d")
                   (org-agenda-start-on-weekday nil)
                   (org-agenda-show-log t)
                   (org-agenda-include-diary nil)
                   (org-habit-show-all-today t)
                   (org-agenda-overriding-header "Schedule + Habits")))
          (tags "+books+TODO=\"STRT\"" ;; all started books
                ((org-agenda-overriding-header "Currently Reading Books")
                 (org-agenda-prefix-format "  %?-13t %s")))
          (todo "STRT" ;; all started tasks but books
                ((org-agenda-overriding-header "Currently doing")
                 (org-agenda-prefix-format " %?-13t %s")
                 (org-agenda-skip-function '(my/org-agenda-skip-if-has-tag "books"))))
          (todo "NEXT" ;; all tasks i'll start next
                ((org-agenda-overriding-header "Shit I WILL do")
                 (org-agenda-prefix-format " %?-13t %s")
                 (org-agenda-skip-function '(my/org-agenda-skip-if-has-tag "books"))))))
        ("u" "Unsorted TODOs"
         ;; Unsorted TODO items
         ((todo ""))
         ((org-agenda-category-filter-preset
           (list "+planner" "+linguistics" "+vault")
           (org-agenda-overriding-header)
           "* Stray  TODOs:"
           (org-agenda-skip-function)
           '(org-agenda-skip-entry-if 'deadline 'scheduled)
           (org-default-priority org-lowest-priority)
           (org-agenda-sorting-strategy '(priority-down alpha-up)))))))
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<h3 id="b-but-theres-obsidiannotion">b-but there’s obsidian/notion</h3>
<p>I have used Obsidian previously, and still think that it’s an awesome piece of software. But it lacks the ability of really tracking tasks(which is the reason I used Vikunja). But then there arises the issue of linking between notes and tasks, which was detrimental to me.
As for Notion, I just don’t trust it. I don’t want MY notes on someone else’s server.</p>
<h2 id="conclusion">conclusion</h2>
<p>This system is <em>my</em> and might work for you. Or it might not. The reason this exists is because no system worked for me so I picked different systems apart and cobbled this together. And I recommend you do the <strong>same</strong> damn thing. If Notion or Apple notes works for you, awesome, keep doing what works. And if it doesn’t, maybe just go through the effort to try something new.</p>
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<pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2025 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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